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親姐姐大我五歲
父親過世的時候,她也才6歲
她說失去父親那段小時候記憶太深刻了<...

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親姐姐大我五歲
父親過世的時候,她也才6歲
她說失去父親那段小時候記憶太深刻了
所以她從小不喜歡看媽媽生氣,變成太努力當個乖小孩
導致於她對於情感表達就會特別壓抑,柔情話不會說

而我呢,從小就隨便長大鬼靈精怪,很小就會開始看人臉色
我沒包袱,情緒放得比較開
雖然她大我五歲,但她的性格就像一張白紙
外面的險惡,梅梅角角太有機關
我就常常扮演大姐的角色,努力的保護她
也很大膽地想抱她就抓起來抱

但這樣親愛的姐妹也是會吵架
就算一個住英國,一個住瑞士
吵到僵持不下,只能先冷處理

我承認是我過度保護了
她若遇到了,受傷了,我也應該讓她感覺痛
至少痛完之後會結痂,很快就會痊癒
但我就是捨不得她痛
因為她痛,我更痛

但姐妹就是姐妹,沒有隔夜仇
所以昨晚姊姊就先電話來,還裝作沒事互相虧ㄧ下
事情也就過了

就是太愛對方,彼此距離又這麼遙遠
實在真的沒有時間冷戰


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After turning 30, my mom kept nagging me to focus on my future in Taipei - instead, I rolled the dice and hopped on a plane with a one-way ticket to England!, And 4 years later after finishing my MA and working in London I’m still here. I met someone from the UK to whom my mother didn't approve. She slowly warmed to him and now live together in the UK. 5 years later after finishing my MA at the Greenwich School of Business I am happily married to the most amazing guy ever and have a one-year-old baby called Charlie with another boy on the way.
年過30媽媽安排相親 我卻考雅思出國念書 畢業後留在英國工作 媽媽說工作?
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